Happy Halloween

I'm about to be melodramatic.

I'm sitting on my couch right now on Halloween doing nothing. It's not that I wasn't given options of things to do - I just am in that stupid hazy mood I get in sometimes where I know I would hate being around people. Why, hazy mood.... Why must you be here right now?????? I think it came once I realized I didn't have a costume. And that sucks. Because it's Halloween. And I didn't get out of class until 9 flipping PM! And I'm in college and sitting on my couch!! And I can't even watch a Halloween movie because our cable isn't working. Guys. This is lame. I know I'll feel better in one hour when I'm out of stupid hazy mood. But right now I'm really bummed, because my desire to do something is just as strong as my desire to avoid people. I hate this mood more than I can describe.

Thanks for letting me vent. I just hate missing out on the fun because I can't get out of a funk. (Please no "You are the master of your emotions" comments.) It's ok. As my roommate told me.. I have the rest of my life to celebrate Halloween! This is just one I'm missing. And, I DID go on a "haunted" ski lift ride last night. So I got my Halloween fill somewhat. But my heart is sad that I never dressed up or did anything crazy fun. :( Ahhhhh.

Okay. It's all good. (See? I just have to write out my emotions and then I feel better.)

K. 1.5 hours left of this night. We'll see what happens. Happy Halloween my dear friends. I genuinely hope you're having a great, fun, spooky night. <3

Sometimes I am an idiot.

Don't try to make me feel better.

It is the truth.

I have a huge test tomorrow and I AM SO UNPREPARED and ALL I CAN DO IS LOOK THROUGH OLD PICTURES.

whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Senioritis. SOOOO MUCH SENIORITIS.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

I know people are all, "Live in the now! Enjoy the moment! Life will always be hard!"

And I agree.

BUT.

I.. KNOWWW.. that my life will be significantly happier after I graduate haha. No more stress ALWAYS. Yes, still stress. But no more school stress!!

ughh. please don't make me write another paper. ever. again. -_-

mahhhhh.

k I'm going to bed for 4 hours now and then waking up and dying... PEACE.

2 weeks down.

Still going strong!

Some things never change.

The second I realize I have a lot of stuff to do,

I go in CRAZY SLOW-MO MODE.

And I take the entire night to do it.

When, really, it probably could have been done in like... 4-5 hours. 4-5 hours ago...

Just one of those funny things that never changes.

Back to work....

so weird

Sadie and I just realized that, when it comes to homework in college, 88% of our time spent completing it has looked like this:

And what is SO WEIRD... is that that might not be true for you and your major.

You may never, ever read research articles.

Like... it's just so hard to fathom! Because we seriously do alll. theee. tiiimmeee. Haha.

Just thought that was cool/weird...

Now think about something that you ALWAYS have to do and then realize that not everyone has to do that and let your mind be blooowwwn!